i hit rock bottom last week
its a suck ass feeling
its hard to eat when you can't but i was flipping out and having massive panic/anxiety attacks
so that's where i am... trying to be happy but trying to be healthy now... healthy is now going to be my happy
its hard to look in mirrors... i'm pretty sure it always will be - and i know i'm not over anything, or wont be for a while bc i'm not where i want to be
but for now, i have to stop going crazy... no sugar, and no liquids but water
thats the plan

i broke up with my boyfriend...
which sucks... three years

but awesome... bc it's made me sick

and i've lost 15 pounds... so hell yeah...
and i've also started doing sets of 10 minutes pilates... seriously, try it...